been pondering if im really growing older, day by day. am i getting too old for a lot of stuffs? for e.g. Zoukout, year-end countdown parties, etc.

there's this inner struggle within me to make full use of my remaining time (before i fully step into the workforce) to do whatever i wanna do. yet i find myself being faced with certain comments like "huh, u thinking of going ah?" which makes me think twice about whether im really growing too old for such stuffs. i mean, after all, we only live our lives once. why waste it? though im going to be a teacher in like another half a year's time, it doesn't mean that i can't have my fair share of fun and enjoyment in life rite?

and he thinks im a 22-year-old still behaving like im a 20-year-old. lols. it's only a 2 years difference, not that much difference rite? :p

anyway, i was very tempted to rebond my hair straight again and cut my fringe. cos im really getting quite sick of scrunging my hair everyday and i miss my sleek comb-through hair. :( but, i've been receiving compliments that i look prettier with permed hair and getting more glances on the streets (to the extent of some weird uncle driver saying "hi" to me from his van for no apparent reason while i was walking along the road one day). so im kinda reluctant to straighten out these va-va-vroom curls as well. :(

oh well, tink i'll perm again to define the curls more.