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Tuesday, January 30, 2007
and so, a guy friend asked me over msn for this rnb song he heard playing in clubs.
xxx says:
anw, im looking for this clubbing song
xxx says:
but i cant find it
xxx says:
cos i dunno e lyrics besides "oh oh oh, oh oh oh"
me says:
wow this is bad...
me says:
how can i not know? (meaning why i haven't heard of it before? lol.)
and i suggested buttons, beep.. then...
xxx says:
no not buttons
xxx says:
what's beep?
me says:
beep is also by pussycat dolls
me says:
but beep doesnt go oh oh oh
me says:
it starts off with ha ha ha, and it got the 'beep' sound everywhere in the song
me says:
haha
and finally, it was *drums roll*... Beep?! which goes 'ha ha ha' instead of 'oh oh oh' throughout the song. *rolls over in laughters* really HAHAHA. i couldn't control my laughters... thank god my mom didn't think i ki siao! lol.
but thanks dude for sending me Frankie J's 'That Girl'!! lol. i've been searching for it for a long time!
xxx says:
anw, im looking for this clubbing song
xxx says:
but i cant find it
xxx says:
cos i dunno e lyrics besides "oh oh oh, oh oh oh"
me says:
wow this is bad...
me says:
how can i not know? (meaning why i haven't heard of it before? lol.)
and i suggested buttons, beep.. then...
xxx says:
no not buttons
xxx says:
what's beep?
me says:
beep is also by pussycat dolls
me says:
but beep doesnt go oh oh oh
me says:
it starts off with ha ha ha, and it got the 'beep' sound everywhere in the song
me says:
haha
and finally, it was *drums roll*... Beep?! which goes 'ha ha ha' instead of 'oh oh oh' throughout the song. *rolls over in laughters* really HAHAHA. i couldn't control my laughters... thank god my mom didn't think i ki siao! lol.
but thanks dude for sending me Frankie J's 'That Girl'!! lol. i've been searching for it for a long time!
hee. took this quiz online cos i was feeling really bored, plus a bit brain-dead after finishing my el2111 tutorial. wondering if the results are accurate. :p
Saturday, January 27, 2007
while i was waiting for my mommy to fetch me up after my forensic lec last night, lotsa thoughts ran through my head. i was thinking about me and des. being quite a skeptical person, it never crossed my mind that i'll ever be with someone whom i've met in a club. but i am now. weird huh?
the circumstances when we met was rather unique cos i was clubbing with another guy, while i can't really recalled what he was doing then. i only remembered his name ringing in my head the whole night. so is that what they call fate?? :p
i guessed i've really changed since i've met him. that wilful side in me has been tamed and i think i've become a bit more feminine than before. with all the heels and make-up. lol. maybe des might not agree with that. :p
but im really happy now. i wake up everyday feeling happy and contented that i have him in my life. his smile still makes my heart melt everytime. his voice never fails to lift my spirits everytime. his presence just makes me feel so loved and blessed everyday of my life.
loving him is one thing i'll never regret in my life. that quarrel then only made me more sure of what i want. i hope its the same for him too. (:
all i want is you darling.
Monday, January 22, 2007
And so today I learnt a lesson called contentment. Being contented with what Life has got for me.
I was 20 mins late for history tutorial this morning. Okay, what’s new rite? :p but well, the tutor wasn’t in class yet when I reached. Apparently there was no tutorial class today and we were not even informed. Anyway, I made a friend today in my history tutorial cos of the tutor-is-absent episode and I realized she’s taking the same English module as me. Coincidentally, she’s a fellow moe teaching award holder too. Hooray! I won’t have to attend the history lectures and tutorials alone anymore.
Went over to moe hq to have a ‘chat’ with the moe officer in charge over my studies in the afternoon. That was the incident that really make me start to realize I should be contented with what I have in life. And so, here’s a BIG sorry to my mommy. (though she won’t be seeing this. :p)
darling bought me this pretty bronze-coloured laptop casing as a prezzie for me with his 1st mth pay. yay! i simply lurve it! thanks darling.. *muackz*
I was 20 mins late for history tutorial this morning. Okay, what’s new rite? :p but well, the tutor wasn’t in class yet when I reached. Apparently there was no tutorial class today and we were not even informed. Anyway, I made a friend today in my history tutorial cos of the tutor-is-absent episode and I realized she’s taking the same English module as me. Coincidentally, she’s a fellow moe teaching award holder too. Hooray! I won’t have to attend the history lectures and tutorials alone anymore.
Went over to moe hq to have a ‘chat’ with the moe officer in charge over my studies in the afternoon. That was the incident that really make me start to realize I should be contented with what I have in life. And so, here’s a BIG sorry to my mommy. (though she won’t be seeing this. :p)
darling bought me this pretty bronze-coloured laptop casing as a prezzie for me with his 1st mth pay. yay! i simply lurve it! thanks darling.. *muackz*
And here are the photos me and my colleagues took yesterday on my last day of work..
ha.. there are 3 of us in the photo..
i wonder why she's so sad.. :p 
bel, jo & me.. :p
the part-timers~
Sunday, January 21, 2007
there's lotsa thoughts going through my head.
i momentarily lost the ability to string them into sentences.
i wanna run away. run away from my home.
i momentarily lost the ability to string them into sentences.
i wanna run away. run away from my home.
Saturday, January 20, 2007
today i went shopping with mommy... and we had ice cream after lunch. hee.. a bit sinful hor?
my 1st bite into the caramel mint ice cream.. yummy!
yay! and i bought a dress for myself... its the first dress i bought for myself in years... lol. its supposed to be for chinese new year, but heck lah, guess i'll wear it soon... i'll take pictures in it when i go out with darling.. :p
my 1st bite into the caramel mint ice cream.. yummy!
yay! and i bought a dress for myself... its the first dress i bought for myself in years... lol. its supposed to be for chinese new year, but heck lah, guess i'll wear it soon... i'll take pictures in it when i go out with darling.. :p
Friday, January 19, 2007
i guess i've been rather positive lately such that even im amazed at myself! lol.
1) i started printing the reading materials for most of my modules already (when its so early into the semester..)
2) i did 100 sit ups yesterday (okay, not really much to be proud of rite?? but its a great achievement for me.. :p)
3) i've been arriving for lessons on time (now THAT's a miracle kk?)
but.. feel like im quite suay recently also.
1) i was pretty excited when my birkenstock arrived.. but when i tried it, my feet looks so puny in the birk.. cos i ordered regular instead of narrow.. gotta send it back to germany for an exchange. :(
2) i received my pay from Swarovski but they shortpay me. i gotta wait till next monday for the HR manager to come back from his leave, then I can get back the shortpaid amount (which is about 150 bucks) yucks.
3) that incident. i still cry whenever i think abt it. why isn't my goldfish memory working?? *sigh*
nvm, i know life will only get better.. :p
是虚构的电影 却看到泪翻滚
如果爱不那么深 结局是不是就不会伤人
在别人的剧本 演自己的缘分
如果爱要我牺牲 我不怕梦里沉沦或牺牲
换成我 在爱情的角色里
再孤单 再多余 我也不会忘记入戏
换我 在曲折的世界里
再空虚 再别离 不到落幕不会离去
爱上你 天天天天思念你 忘忘忘忘自己
再不要谁跟我对戏
爱若让人患上记忆
只因此生此景
有你
1) i started printing the reading materials for most of my modules already (when its so early into the semester..)
2) i did 100 sit ups yesterday (okay, not really much to be proud of rite?? but its a great achievement for me.. :p)
3) i've been arriving for lessons on time (now THAT's a miracle kk?)
but.. feel like im quite suay recently also.
1) i was pretty excited when my birkenstock arrived.. but when i tried it, my feet looks so puny in the birk.. cos i ordered regular instead of narrow.. gotta send it back to germany for an exchange. :(
2) i received my pay from Swarovski but they shortpay me. i gotta wait till next monday for the HR manager to come back from his leave, then I can get back the shortpaid amount (which is about 150 bucks) yucks.
3) that incident. i still cry whenever i think abt it. why isn't my goldfish memory working?? *sigh*
nvm, i know life will only get better.. :p
是虚构的电影 却看到泪翻滚
如果爱不那么深 结局是不是就不会伤人
在别人的剧本 演自己的缘分
如果爱要我牺牲 我不怕梦里沉沦或牺牲
换成我 在爱情的角色里
再孤单 再多余 我也不会忘记入戏
换我 在曲折的世界里
再空虚 再别离 不到落幕不会离去
爱上你 天天天天思念你 忘忘忘忘自己
再不要谁跟我对戏
爱若让人患上记忆
只因此生此景
有你
Tuesday, January 16, 2007
you know? thinking through, i really don't need any flowers or gifts. all i want is you. and i mean it from the bottom of my heart.
my tears still can't stop flowing. im just so afraid to lose you from my life, cos you really mean alot to me. which i never realised till last night when i thought: am i really going to lose you this time? we really can't work things out at all?
but i still held onto the faith you believed in, in the love i believe in. i held onto it no matter how sad i was when i knew what you wanted to say.
we made our decisions. so we shall try our best and work things out k?
my tears still can't stop flowing. im just so afraid to lose you from my life, cos you really mean alot to me. which i never realised till last night when i thought: am i really going to lose you this time? we really can't work things out at all?
but i still held onto the faith you believed in, in the love i believe in. i held onto it no matter how sad i was when i knew what you wanted to say.
we made our decisions. so we shall try our best and work things out k?
Saturday, January 13, 2007
darling and i quarrelled again (via sms) last night while i was attending my forensic science lecture. cos he didn't even think of waiting for me to finish lessons at 10pm and send me home when his workplace was near. :( he always have never-ending reasons of not waiting for me, not hopping by my workplace to see me, blah blah. im honestly quite tired of finding excuses for him to pacify my weary soul. but he promised me he'll put in more effort into the relationship.
i shall see.
bin gave me the super black face when he came to the forensic science lecture last night. thought he was angry with me or sth. tho he was good enough to buy me dinner from subway. and he sheltered me from the rain to the bus stop after lecture and waited for bus 95 with me. he told me he might drop the forensic science module. well, i guess its good for both of us. since he can't put his feelings aside and talk to me normally like a normal friend. *sigh*
i shall see.
bin gave me the super black face when he came to the forensic science lecture last night. thought he was angry with me or sth. tho he was good enough to buy me dinner from subway. and he sheltered me from the rain to the bus stop after lecture and waited for bus 95 with me. he told me he might drop the forensic science module. well, i guess its good for both of us. since he can't put his feelings aside and talk to me normally like a normal friend. *sigh*
Friday, January 12, 2007
hmm. went to sabrina's burfdae party last nite. kinda glad to see all the friends whom i haven't met in a while. :) anyway, yingchao's mommy fetched us to the mrt station (thank god! cos it was raining.) and then both jiarong and i ran like mad girls to catch the last train. while we were running past the control station, the uncle inside was so funny. he stood up and asked us to run faster if not got no train home. lol.
there were altogether 3 sabrinas at the party. i never knew 'sabrina' is such a popular name. haha. and well, i had to constantly refrain myself from turning my head when a 'sabrina!' is heard.
oh yah, didn't even see peggy once around in paragon when both of us were working there during the holidays. lol. she at valentino and me at swarovski. gosh. if i knew, then i would have a lunch partner and didn't have to always lunch in. :p
shucks, and i shld really start exercising. im growingfatter. argh.. i really need to have more motivation in doing stuffs. and i desperately need to pull up my cap this sem. i must work much harder.
wondering if i should put up a wishlist. hmm. but my burfdae's like 2 months plus away. lol. nvm lah, can start saving now rite? hee.
there were altogether 3 sabrinas at the party. i never knew 'sabrina' is such a popular name. haha. and well, i had to constantly refrain myself from turning my head when a 'sabrina!' is heard.
oh yah, didn't even see peggy once around in paragon when both of us were working there during the holidays. lol. she at valentino and me at swarovski. gosh. if i knew, then i would have a lunch partner and didn't have to always lunch in. :p
shucks, and i shld really start exercising. im growing
wondering if i should put up a wishlist. hmm. but my burfdae's like 2 months plus away. lol. nvm lah, can start saving now rite? hee.
Wednesday, January 10, 2007
a msn conversation with *** went like this:
*** says: er.. i would v much hope that u r actually letting me date u lor..
*** says: ha.
*sabbie* says: yucks
*sabbie* says: dun want lah
*sabbie* says: im not as cheap as some gals
*sabbie* says: i dun date two guys at the same time
*sabbie* says: never my style
*** says: yah i know..
*** says: so it's juz 'hope' wad
*** says: ha
*sabbie* says: huh??
its ridiculously crazy. gosh. i can never imagine anyone telling me that. but once my heart is set upon something, i look no further. my heart belongs to darling, no one else.
*** says: er.. i would v much hope that u r actually letting me date u lor..
*** says: ha.
*sabbie* says: yucks
*sabbie* says: dun want lah
*sabbie* says: im not as cheap as some gals
*sabbie* says: i dun date two guys at the same time
*sabbie* says: never my style
*** says: yah i know..
*** says: so it's juz 'hope' wad
*** says: ha
*sabbie* says: huh??
its ridiculously crazy. gosh. i can never imagine anyone telling me that. but once my heart is set upon something, i look no further. my heart belongs to darling, no one else.
Monday, January 08, 2007
yesterday, bin sent a bouquet of rose wrapped in purple wrapper and a purple box containing a crane to my office. hmm. my colleagues were more excited about the bouquet than i was. lol.
i just wish he would stop doing all these silly things. the previous night he waited at starbucks for me to finish work, but i chose to go home with my colleague in the end. i just cannot bear to give him any hope at all. cos its impossible.
you gave it all up back then. so don't come running back to me again. cos the chance has come and gone.
the ironic thing is i was touched by his persistence towards me and accepted him back then. but it was also his persistence that he didn't love me anymore which made me leave the picture eventually.
anyway, today is the 2nd monthsary of me and darling. yay! gonna meet him for dinner tonight after his work. :p my mom was really funny, cos she asked me about a week ago: eh gal ah, ur current bf serious one or not? why you guys seldom go out? *faints* even my mom thinks so.
Random thoughts: In a relationship, spend half the time and twice the money. Spend twice the time and half the money.
i just wish he would stop doing all these silly things. the previous night he waited at starbucks for me to finish work, but i chose to go home with my colleague in the end. i just cannot bear to give him any hope at all. cos its impossible.
you gave it all up back then. so don't come running back to me again. cos the chance has come and gone.
the ironic thing is i was touched by his persistence towards me and accepted him back then. but it was also his persistence that he didn't love me anymore which made me leave the picture eventually.
anyway, today is the 2nd monthsary of me and darling. yay! gonna meet him for dinner tonight after his work. :p my mom was really funny, cos she asked me about a week ago: eh gal ah, ur current bf serious one or not? why you guys seldom go out? *faints* even my mom thinks so.
Random thoughts: In a relationship, spend half the time and twice the money. Spend twice the time and half the money.