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I am Sabrina and I am 23.





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Thursday, March 22, 2007

hee okay... after days of sleep deprivation and rushing around... i finally have time to update the rest of my burfdae celebrations... heh... :p okay, i managed to take a photo of darling's bouquet for me...

i just love sunflowers! :p


on my burfdae itself, darling and i met for dinner at Fish&Co at changi airport... :) and we ordered a seafood platter for two and a fried calamari rings... ultra fattening sia...


walked around changi airport after dinner... and caught the second half of the man u match after that... :p it's really kinda a unique way to be spending my burfdae itself, but im happy and contented as long as he's with me...

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and then, i met irene and wanyie for dinner on sunday! hee. we went to fish&co for dinner again. haha. i tink i really cant get enough of the seafood platter. anyway, both of them are so sO SO sweet cos they secretly told the fish&co crew its my burfdae and the crew sang a SUPER loud burfdae song for me with the other diners clapping along for me... can u BELIEVE it? hee. thank you so much babes!

irene and wanyie got me 6 gifts in all!!! haha. i was surprised and really touched. a gold/brown bling necklace, a sweet and pretty collage burfdae 'card' made by them, a purple sleeveless dress, the brown bag on my wishlist, and 2 individual gifts from them (a black furry bag charm from irene, a pair of black rose earrings from wanyie)... :p



Saturday, March 17, 2007

on 15th march 2007:

so my burfdae celebration(s) made a kickstart with my beloved maths society committee buying me a burfdae cake from nydc on thurs... :p and they sang me my first 21st burfdae song...

and then when i went back to pgp, suleen sort of 'tricked' me into meeting her to pass me my burfdae prezzie... hee... thanks babe! even tho its sth simple, its really touching... cos u and daniel actually remembered my burfdae... -hugs- i really really appreciate the gifts... they're so sweet... :)




on friday 16th march 2007:
met darling for lunch at vivocity... then reluctantly (yes, very reluctantly!) went to attend history lecture cos darling told me i musn't pon lectures... :( after history lecture, went to science canteen to meet lina for dinner... kinda suspected the science club guys are up to something, since all of them were seated at the table and looking really 'suspicious'... lol...

then they started 'invading' the table which lina and me were sitting at... and yup, i received my 2nd burfdae cake from the science club peeps... really really appreciate and miss u guys lots... thanks for singing the burfdae song THREE times in the canteen so loudly...so pai seh but thanks for everything... seeing u guys made me reminisce about the past a bit...

hee... and darling was waiting for me at the pgp terminal after my forensic science lecture... :p then came empty handed initially and 'lied' (in a good way, so its acceptable..) that he took a bus there... later he came up again to my room with a bouquet of 3 sunflowers (i simply love sunflowers!), my prezzie (the escada's perfume) & a special gift... actually, he drove to pgp and hid all the presents in the car... :p and darling bought me the 3rd burfdae cake in 2 days... the green tea cake from bread talk... :)

so he said: 'i can only afford to fulfil ur last 3 wishes on ur wish list...'
hee... that's more than enough actually... im more than contented... :p



really fattening sia... 3 cakes in 2 days... -faints-

i'll update the rest another time... :)




Wednesday, March 14, 2007

apparently, life is never a bed of roses... even if it is, be mindful of the thorns...
fuck. the workload is so heavy this semester that i'm really suffocating... all the never-ending tests, essays and term paper submissions are driving me crazy... and with an almost non-existential boyfriend in my life, tell me how fantastic Life is, okay?
anyway, i cancelled my tuition today cos my whole body was practically going to wage a war on me if i continue to deprive it of its deserving rest...but well... xiaoping really made my day... :) we had dinner at munchie monkey's after she finished up her 2111 essay... we had the al funghi pasta and choc cake with ice-cream! gosh, its so sinful... :p
thanks babe! love ya so much! :)



Monday, March 12, 2007

a particular chapter of my life is put away today. it was already closed some time back. but, today, it is officially chucked away at some hidden corner of my life chapters. :)
been mugging really hard today and trying not to peep at those flashing msn signals while was mugging... lol... too much msn-ing has really made me become a msn addict... i must really curb myself from msn-ing so much...
taking a step back and focussing more on my studies for one day has really made me feel much better... perhaps, sometimes pulling the string of the kite too tightly makes me lose my breath... i really need to loosen up and catch my breath... in a relationship, there's always giving and receiving... i just wanna sit back and be on the receiving end for once...
im not letting go... i just need the space for a while to know how much i mean to you and how much you mean to me...
and yah, probably to catch up on my studies too... :p

"all i wanna do is find a way back into love... i can't make it through without a way back into love... and if i open my heart again... i guess im hoping you'll be there for me in the end..."



Sunday, March 11, 2007

im really in love with this theme song from 'Music and Lyrics'... :)

Way Back into Love

I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need em again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions

All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end
oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I wanna to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end



Thursday, March 08, 2007

today is our 4th monthsary... *grins* darling and i met for lunch... the burgers at carl's junior are so yummy that once u taste them, u will never want to eat at mac again... heh. after that, we went to 'page one', the bookstore at vivo...


darling trying to act cultured and learned.. :p

then we caught the movie 'music and lyrics'... quite a nice show... after that, i was supposed to go back and study for my tests next week but... before we left vivo, i suggested eating at sakae... lol. and then both of us went to sakae and ate to our fills in just a mere hour's time, cos we went in at 5pm and the buffet ends at 6pm... :)

just look at the number of plates we cleared... so sinful! all my diet plans went down to drain...
+ a few more here... :p


me @ sakae sushi
darling~


the watcha-lookin-at look



Tuesday, March 06, 2007

getting busy lately... really shagged from all the term paper submissions and tests... finally, this week is a breather for me... *phew* but the tests and essays are chasing up again fr next week onwards. :(

sort out lotsa thoughts in my head... tried as i might to tell myself that a boyfriend is not everything in my life, but still, darling u are important to me. :p just glad that everything's fine now... *smiles*

don't just say u love me, SHOW me.

can't wait to meet him for dinner tonight... yay... (:



Sunday, March 04, 2007

stoning now... don't even know what i should do with my own life... SABBIE!! why are u such a loser?? *BIG sigh*
don't even know what i want to do with my upcoming burfdae or what i want for my burfdae... don't even know if people remember my burfdae... p.s. its on march 17. can i put up a wishlist? but would anyone bother? hmm.

okay, here's my wishlist:
1) a new brown bag (i tink i still like the one fr rick's...)
2) a red 4GB ipod nano
3) dresses (i've been trying to 'act' feminine recently...)
4) a new fragrance (i prefer sth like escada's rockin rio...)
5) a birthday cake (though its ultra fattening...)
6) a bouquet (u know who u are...)

last but not least, i just wish i can be happier... i think that's what i really really want... :)



Friday, March 02, 2007

alot of times, i just wish for things to be simple. i just wanna be happy, that's all.
maybe on one of his off days, im his priority. the other off day is always soccer and friends as his priority. i understand and i never ask for more. am i too accommodating? his work takes up most of his time and is exhausting him to the maximum. and now with his second job, im really seeing lesser and lesser of him. i really can't ask for more, can i?
i don't complain as i never wanted to be an extra burden to him. cos i know his work is stressful and tiring. i dare to say im very understanding already. but then, who can stand in my shoes and think for me?
sometimes i just sit down in front of my laptop and can't help crying when im alone. im not the strong girl i portray myself to be. i know to him, im always acting tough cos i never want him to see me cry. most of the times, i'll just swallow my tears down. my tears of unspoken loneliness.
there's alot of things i wanna do with him: i always wanted to watch a sunrise with him, but i never ask cos he's always too tired. i always wanted to just sit and enjoy a drink with him, but he always got work the next day. i always wanted to lie in his embrace and watch the scenery with him like how we were the day we got together, but he always doesn't have the time for me. those are very simple wishes. i don't need any material presents. all i need is a bit more of his time...

Forever Love Forever Love
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