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Monday, June 25, 2007
had a really nice time catching up with xping yday. whee!! we went S-H-O-P-P-I-N-G! gosh, i've been so deprived of shopping for quite some time cos my bloody pay is not coming soon. i haven't even got my pay for the month of May. arghhh.
anyway, i got myself a chic-looking black halter vest, a white belt for my zara dress, and a grey dress from urban&co. which is uber feminine! :)) pardon me for my extreme excitedness over these, cos its been DAMN LONG since i last bought something from my shopping trips. LOL.
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then i met darling in the evening to catch Songs of the Sea at sentosa. we finally went to sentosa, but its at night. haha. amazingly, the night at sentosa is so beautiful and enchanting. i've always love the sea and love watching the array of bright lights against the darkness of the night. so to me, the Songs of the Sea can only be described in 1 word: fanta-bulous. i think i was watching the performance with my mouth agape almost the whole time. heh. its really a pity darling didn't bring his digi cam. :(( so no pics. aww.
and then after the performance, i thought that was the end of the night. well, it wasnt! darling popped me a surprise by just buying tix for the skyride and luge without telling me abt it beforehand! so sweet right?? hee. hanging mid-air to view the gorgeous night scenery in a bird's eye view is definitely thrilling and romantic. i would trade anything for this one experience. :)) the luge ride down was so fun!! i banged my luge into the sides of the trail at a devilish bend, cos i was going at a really fast speed. heh. it just goes to show how reckless a driver i will be, that is if i ever get my driving license. :p
anyway, thanks for everything darling. i really appreciate it lots. :))
the night at sentosa ended with this little regret. haha. the unaccompanied little dance of mine. *ahem* i shall not elaborate.. :p
Thursday, June 14, 2007
im sick and tired of this whole vicious cycle. just when i thought everything is going well again, he had to spoil it all with his own hands.
i feel like im fighting a battle everyday. i dunno when i'll lose the battle. to me, it's just a matter of time. im getting dreary and weary from all the fighting, i need to rest in arms.
i lost another battle last night. no amount of words can express the disappointment i felt. the corridor to my house, for once, seemed neverending. every step i took to reach my doorstep was heavy with sadness. the tears that flowed down were unconsolable.
what the hell is wrong with me? where's the self confidence i always have? arghh, i hate myself so much.
i feel like im fighting a battle everyday. i dunno when i'll lose the battle. to me, it's just a matter of time. im getting dreary and weary from all the fighting, i need to rest in arms.
i lost another battle last night. no amount of words can express the disappointment i felt. the corridor to my house, for once, seemed neverending. every step i took to reach my doorstep was heavy with sadness. the tears that flowed down were unconsolable.
what the hell is wrong with me? where's the self confidence i always have? arghh, i hate myself so much.
Friday, June 08, 2007
today, lotsa thoughts went through my head. if i ever have the choice between love and money, which would i choose? ultimately for me, its still love.
sometimes in life, perhaps all of us have dilemmas at some point of time. its just how we sort it out ourselves eventually. i understand that he was having his dilemmas then, even if he didn't tell me about it tonight. i know he really didn't mean it.
tonight, i've gotten the answer to my question after 7 months. i finally know what he loves me for. and i can see its a sincere and honest answer. so i guess its worth the long wait. :) at the end of the day, i think communication and honesty are really important in any relationships.
happy 7th month anniversary darling.
sometimes in life, perhaps all of us have dilemmas at some point of time. its just how we sort it out ourselves eventually. i understand that he was having his dilemmas then, even if he didn't tell me about it tonight. i know he really didn't mean it.
tonight, i've gotten the answer to my question after 7 months. i finally know what he loves me for. and i can see its a sincere and honest answer. so i guess its worth the long wait. :) at the end of the day, i think communication and honesty are really important in any relationships.
happy 7th month anniversary darling.
Tuesday, June 05, 2007
work's been going well for me. the event is finally over. so now at least i dun have to work till 12am. *phew* and yday, the retail sales manager in T2 came up to me and said: umm.. sabrina.. i like your sales attitude.. you are one of my favourite promoters cos u always stand outside the bar to promote.. im superbly flattered lah. cos i've worked 1 whole month in T1 with the same enthusiasm but no one has complimented me before. lol.
finally got my new M.A.C. eyeliner from one of my colleagues yday. whee!! im sure it wont smudge this time round and i won't have to constantly check the mirror like a bimbo for any smudges.. :p but anyway, i really miss working with my colleagues in T1. maybe switching over to T2 isn't one of my best decisions made. i feel so new there.
shucks, pay is not coming so soon and im really feeling quite broke. :( GSS is round the corner. aww. i so wanna shop for some new clothes. cos my wardrobe's getting boring. again.
finally got my new M.A.C. eyeliner from one of my colleagues yday. whee!! im sure it wont smudge this time round and i won't have to constantly check the mirror like a bimbo for any smudges.. :p but anyway, i really miss working with my colleagues in T1. maybe switching over to T2 isn't one of my best decisions made. i feel so new there.
shucks, pay is not coming so soon and im really feeling quite broke. :( GSS is round the corner. aww. i so wanna shop for some new clothes. cos my wardrobe's getting boring. again.
Friday, June 01, 2007
today, i found back my heart. everything went back to normal, just like it was before the nightmare. i guess sometimes in life, all of us have to learn to forgive and forget the mistakes each other has made.
today, i do feel i am the most fortunate girl. i really can't deny that feeling, with all his sweet gestures and words. and im truely happy cos i feel that bond between us going strong once more. i really hope i wont be disappointed again.
today's a special day. cos our hearts touched. his one single gesture fulfilled what i've been wanting all along.
something only we know. :p
today, i do feel i am the most fortunate girl. i really can't deny that feeling, with all his sweet gestures and words. and im truely happy cos i feel that bond between us going strong once more. i really hope i wont be disappointed again.
today's a special day. cos our hearts touched. his one single gesture fulfilled what i've been wanting all along.
something only we know. :p