it's a bliss to be showered with concern and love by someone you love. but alot of people don't realise it or appreciate it.

i see the happiness in the eyes of the couples walking down the streets. the holding of hands, the look of love in their eyes, the joy in their steps... even if neither is suave nor pretty... they look beautiful together in my eyes, because their love for each other is so complete.

and then i look at myself, sadly, sometimes. in the busy streets on a friday night, everyone seems to have ditched their fast-paced footsteps to enjoy a slow, romantic stroll with their loved ones beside. i've never felt lonelier than before in this busy crowd.

maybe it's all true. in life, you gain some and lose others. i've lost track of the number of days i've not smiled from my heart. my heart is so down.

i've mastered the art of deception: the art of smiling without smiling from within.

i can deceive everyone, but not myself.