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Thursday, July 12, 2007
"i was dying inside to hold you i couldn't believe what i felt for you dying inside i was dying inside but i couldn't bring myself to touch you..." being labelled as ms gorgeous by my students is definitely the last thing i wanna do. stepped into a normal tech class today and i was really a bit traumatized when the malay boys started asking for my number, msn, friendster account etc. taught them mathematics although i was only supposed to relief for another teacher. and when the lesson ended, they wanted me to continue teaching them maths. haha. had a dream of him last night. it was so real, or maybe even more real than reality itself. im missing him. but i dare not even tell him that, for fear that he might feel its pressurizing or that im overly-dependent on him. i don't even dare ask him if he feels the same way, whether he misses me. today i told that bunch of normal tech students: if you think you cannot do it, you can never do it. but if you think that you can, you definitely can do it IF you work hard enough. i think i should apply that advice to myself. ha.
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