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Saturday, July 21, 2007
life has been good. i guess im starting to enjoy and cherish every minute of my life. and im starting to feel that every joyful moment is a godsend. darling said i haven't complained for a long time. haha. i wonder what came over me. :p
sent my laptop to the acer repair centre yday cos it died on me. and guess wat? when the technician ripped my poor baby apart, darling and i scrutinized the motherboard and found small bits of algae growing on it. so EEW rite?? tink its the aftermath of the cup-noodle incident. (p.s. if u have heard) heh. but well, the technician gave my baby a new motherboard! haha. and i found out that a motherboard costs over 800 bucks. woah!
just chatted with darling over the phone. was just randomly thinking today that we haven't had a phone conversation for some time, when he suddenly called up. hee. i think i really cant deny that we do have the telepathy between us. whee.
my telok kurau guides didn't win a prize for the gadget-making competition today. they were actually quite disappointed. but deep down inside my heart, they are already winners. so rach and i are going to treat them to ice-cream at Swenson's. all of them were so elated about the ice-cream treat that they forgot abt their disappointment. LOL. maybe momentarily.
they performed extremely well today and the gadget was finished in a very short time. i was greatly impressed with their speed and unity. :p it really wasn't easy for me and rach to help them sort out their differences cos 2 of the guides actually got into a fight with each other in school due to some misunderstandings. haha. but we all grow from mistakes. each of the guides has a really cute and lovable personality. i think i'll miss them lots when i leave telok kurau after my attachment. i think they really gave me a whole new (more optimistic and cheery) perspective and outlook towards life. :) that's one valuable lesson i'll walk away with.
i can't wait for the swenson's outing with them next week. :)
sent my laptop to the acer repair centre yday cos it died on me. and guess wat? when the technician ripped my poor baby apart, darling and i scrutinized the motherboard and found small bits of algae growing on it. so EEW rite?? tink its the aftermath of the cup-noodle incident. (p.s. if u have heard) heh. but well, the technician gave my baby a new motherboard! haha. and i found out that a motherboard costs over 800 bucks. woah!
just chatted with darling over the phone. was just randomly thinking today that we haven't had a phone conversation for some time, when he suddenly called up. hee. i think i really cant deny that we do have the telepathy between us. whee.
my telok kurau guides didn't win a prize for the gadget-making competition today. they were actually quite disappointed. but deep down inside my heart, they are already winners. so rach and i are going to treat them to ice-cream at Swenson's. all of them were so elated about the ice-cream treat that they forgot abt their disappointment. LOL. maybe momentarily.
they performed extremely well today and the gadget was finished in a very short time. i was greatly impressed with their speed and unity. :p it really wasn't easy for me and rach to help them sort out their differences cos 2 of the guides actually got into a fight with each other in school due to some misunderstandings. haha. but we all grow from mistakes. each of the guides has a really cute and lovable personality. i think i'll miss them lots when i leave telok kurau after my attachment. i think they really gave me a whole new (more optimistic and cheery) perspective and outlook towards life. :) that's one valuable lesson i'll walk away with.
i can't wait for the swenson's outing with them next week. :)
Monday, July 16, 2007
the little get-away on friday night was miraculously sweet and romantic. though it was just some sitting and talking, bus-rides, supper at mac etc. maybe its the 'absence-makes-the-heart-grow-fonder' factor. and it really was like a dream come true.
went kbox to sing yday. its been a long time since i sang at kbox. darling and i got kinda high on the booming music and we started dancing a bit in the room. that was when someone walked past. OOPS. haha. but well, i always feel really blessed when he holds my hand and sings a love song or when we sing a duet together. LOL. :p
听我说 手牵手
跟我一起走 过着安定的生活
昨天已来不及 明天就会可惜
今天你要嫁给我
听我说 手牵手
我们一起走 把你一生交给我
昨天不要回头 明天要到白首
今天你要嫁给我...
love this song by Jolin and 陶喆 totally. its got a very catchy tune and probably cos its a cheery love song. :) anyway, i feel like getting the sony ericsson s500i. its a slide phone and really sleek and slim. and its unique cos it changes themes itself? ha. still contemplating cos i really do wanna have my own phone, cos the phone im using now is loaned temporarily to me by darling. ever since i lost my phone. :(
gonna watch harry potter today! whee! can't wait!! *grins*
went kbox to sing yday. its been a long time since i sang at kbox. darling and i got kinda high on the booming music and we started dancing a bit in the room. that was when someone walked past. OOPS. haha. but well, i always feel really blessed when he holds my hand and sings a love song or when we sing a duet together. LOL. :p
听我说 手牵手
跟我一起走 过着安定的生活
昨天已来不及 明天就会可惜
今天你要嫁给我
听我说 手牵手
我们一起走 把你一生交给我
昨天不要回头 明天要到白首
今天你要嫁给我...
love this song by Jolin and 陶喆 totally. its got a very catchy tune and probably cos its a cheery love song. :) anyway, i feel like getting the sony ericsson s500i. its a slide phone and really sleek and slim. and its unique cos it changes themes itself? ha. still contemplating cos i really do wanna have my own phone, cos the phone im using now is loaned temporarily to me by darling. ever since i lost my phone. :(
gonna watch harry potter today! whee! can't wait!! *grins*
Thursday, July 12, 2007
"i was dying inside to hold you
i couldn't believe what i felt for you
dying inside i was dying inside
but i couldn't bring myself to touch you..."
being labelled as ms gorgeous by my students is definitely the last thing i wanna do. stepped into a normal tech class today and i was really a bit traumatized when the malay boys started asking for my number, msn, friendster account etc. taught them mathematics although i was only supposed to relief for another teacher. and when the lesson ended, they wanted me to continue teaching them maths. haha.
had a dream of him last night. it was so real, or maybe even more real than reality itself. im missing him. but i dare not even tell him that, for fear that he might feel its pressurizing or that im overly-dependent on him. i don't even dare ask him if he feels the same way, whether he misses me.
today i told that bunch of normal tech students: if you think you cannot do it, you can never do it. but if you think that you can, you definitely can do it IF you work hard enough.
i think i should apply that advice to myself. ha.
Saturday, July 07, 2007
i made a vow im gonna start my life anew. im gonna make a difference in others' lives. just like what i had told myself a few years back when i took on the teaching award.
i stayed back in school yesterday after my normal school hours to coach the guides in telok kurau sec. suddenly, i felt the passion in me being ignited once again. its the guiding spirit: Once a guide, Always a guide. this phrase has never left me. i was proud to be once again part of the guides family, and to be able to impart my skills and knowledge to the guides whose foundations are quite weak. i really hope that under rachel's and my coaching, the telok kurau guides can prove themselves capable in the competition. cos i have faith in them.
the malay boys in school are always checking us (the new attachment teachers) out. a class refuse to call me ms sabrina but rather call me ms gorgeous yesterday. *faints* they are really a friendly bunch of students who call us "cher". and i love the title ironically though im supposedly an english teacher. haha. and slowly, i feel myself integrating into the school and its students.
maybe i shld give more love and attention to the students. they deserve it more thansome people. and at least they will reciprocate in the same way and love me for who i am.
i stayed back in school yesterday after my normal school hours to coach the guides in telok kurau sec. suddenly, i felt the passion in me being ignited once again. its the guiding spirit: Once a guide, Always a guide. this phrase has never left me. i was proud to be once again part of the guides family, and to be able to impart my skills and knowledge to the guides whose foundations are quite weak. i really hope that under rachel's and my coaching, the telok kurau guides can prove themselves capable in the competition. cos i have faith in them.
the malay boys in school are always checking us (the new attachment teachers) out. a class refuse to call me ms sabrina but rather call me ms gorgeous yesterday. *faints* they are really a friendly bunch of students who call us "cher". and i love the title ironically though im supposedly an english teacher. haha. and slowly, i feel myself integrating into the school and its students.
maybe i shld give more love and attention to the students. they deserve it more than
Wednesday, July 04, 2007
im really in love with the song 'umbrella'... kinda describes my feelings to a large extent... *sighs* there's really not much i wanna talk abt tho i know i haven't been blogging for a long time. all i can say is im missing him REALLY badly. just yday i wanna let go of everything again, but he pulled back my faith. and im sticking firmly to it.
[Intro: Jay-Z]
Ahuh Ahuh (Yea Rihanna)
Ahuh Ahuh (Good girl gone bad)
Ahuh Ahuh (Take three... Action)
Ahuh Ahuh
No clouds in my storms
Let it rain, I hydroplane in the bank
Coming down with the Dow Jones
When the clouds come we gone, we Rocafella
She fly higher than weather
And G5’s are better,
You know me, an anticipation, for precipitation.
Stacked chips for the rainy day
Jay, Rain Man is back with little Ms. Sunshine
Rihanna where you at?
[Rihanna]
You have my heart
And we'll never be worlds apart
May be in magazines
But you'll still be my star
Baby cause in the dark
You can't see shiny cars
And that's when you need me there
With you I'll always share
Because
[Chorus]
When the sun shines, we’ll shine together
Told you I'll be here forever
Said I'll always be a friend
Took an oath I'ma stick it out till the end
Now that it's raining more than ever
Know that we'll still have each other
You can stand under my umbrella
You can stand under my umbrella(Ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella(Ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella(Ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella(Ella ella eh eh eh eh eh eh)
These fancy things, will never come in between
You're part of my entity, here for Infinity
When the war has took it's part
When the world has dealt it's cards
If the hand is hard, together we'll mend your heart
Because
[Chorus]
You can run into my arms
It's okay don't be alarmed
Come into me
There's no distance in between our love
So go on and let the rain pour
I'll be all you need and more
Because
[Chorus]
It's raining
Ooh baby it's raining
Baby come into me
Come into me
It's raining
Oh baby it's raining
[Intro: Jay-Z]
Ahuh Ahuh (Yea Rihanna)
Ahuh Ahuh (Good girl gone bad)
Ahuh Ahuh (Take three... Action)
Ahuh Ahuh
No clouds in my storms
Let it rain, I hydroplane in the bank
Coming down with the Dow Jones
When the clouds come we gone, we Rocafella
She fly higher than weather
And G5’s are better,
You know me, an anticipation, for precipitation.
Stacked chips for the rainy day
Jay, Rain Man is back with little Ms. Sunshine
Rihanna where you at?
[Rihanna]
You have my heart
And we'll never be worlds apart
May be in magazines
But you'll still be my star
Baby cause in the dark
You can't see shiny cars
And that's when you need me there
With you I'll always share
Because
[Chorus]
When the sun shines, we’ll shine together
Told you I'll be here forever
Said I'll always be a friend
Took an oath I'ma stick it out till the end
Now that it's raining more than ever
Know that we'll still have each other
You can stand under my umbrella
You can stand under my umbrella(Ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella(Ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella(Ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella(Ella ella eh eh eh eh eh eh)
These fancy things, will never come in between
You're part of my entity, here for Infinity
When the war has took it's part
When the world has dealt it's cards
If the hand is hard, together we'll mend your heart
Because
[Chorus]
You can run into my arms
It's okay don't be alarmed
Come into me
There's no distance in between our love
So go on and let the rain pour
I'll be all you need and more
Because
[Chorus]
It's raining
Ooh baby it's raining
Baby come into me
Come into me
It's raining
Oh baby it's raining