im sick and tired of this whole vicious cycle. just when i thought everything is going well again, he had to spoil it all with his own hands.
i feel like im fighting a battle everyday. i dunno when i'll lose the battle. to me, it's just a matter of time. im getting dreary and weary from all the fighting, i need to rest in arms.
i lost another battle last night. no amount of words can express the disappointment i felt. the corridor to my house, for once, seemed neverending. every step i took to reach my doorstep was heavy with sadness. the tears that flowed down were unconsolable.
what the hell is wrong with me? where's the self confidence i always have? arghh, i hate myself so much.