the playlist randomly played the song 'this i swear' today. when i heard it, tears started flowing down again. im missing you still, but your love keeps me going.
last night, irene asked me if i ever feel that you are the one for me. and i said yes, without much hesitation. i know if the same question is posed to u, u probably would just laugh it off, never giving a definite answer. i know im not perfect, maybe that's why. i wish someday you would look at me in the eye and tell me 'you are the only one for me, darling'. and mean every single word of it.
1 week to our 6th month. 9 days to your return. im waiting.