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Monday, May 28, 2007
stayed up till around 1 plus watching tv last night. not that it was a really interesting show, but i just couldn't sleep. i cried so hard till i was too tired and finally fell asleep. im just too heartbroken and disappointed in everything. love, perhaps, is really superficial. perhaps it can never transcend beyond distances. i was too naive all along. im totally disillusioned once more. i know im strong. i've survived and i will still survive. i guess i must be the most resilient creature on earth, the one who will never give up till the last minute. i have more self worth than anyone thinks i can have. cos words don't bring me down. but the pain is indescribable. and its still hurting, badly. |