i always wonder why our society is deeply entrenched with patriarchal notions of what beauty is. beauty = thin. shucks. im feeling totally fat and ugly right now. yes, eva longoria is hot. i should really start starving myself and working out.
im endulging myself in online games. i remembered from my new media exposure module that gaming is a form of escapism. so what exactly am i escaping from? i don't know. gaming really creates a temporal dimension for me to escape from everything. to prevent me from thinking too much about everything.
exams are coming. im stressed again. -sighs- i feel as if im in a pitch black pit, awaiting for salvation.