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Friday, March 02, 2007
alot of times, i just wish for things to be simple. i just wanna be happy, that's all.
maybe on one of his off days, im his priority. the other off day is always soccer and friends as his priority. i understand and i never ask for more. am i too accommodating? his work takes up most of his time and is exhausting him to the maximum. and now with his second job, im really seeing lesser and lesser of him. i really can't ask for more, can i? i don't complain as i never wanted to be an extra burden to him. cos i know his work is stressful and tiring. i dare to say im very understanding already. but then, who can stand in my shoes and think for me? sometimes i just sit down in front of my laptop and can't help crying when im alone. im not the strong girl i portray myself to be. i know to him, im always acting tough cos i never want him to see me cry. most of the times, i'll just swallow my tears down. my tears of unspoken loneliness. there's alot of things i wanna do with him: i always wanted to watch a sunrise with him, but i never ask cos he's always too tired. i always wanted to just sit and enjoy a drink with him, but he always got work the next day. i always wanted to lie in his embrace and watch the scenery with him like how we were the day we got together, but he always doesn't have the time for me. those are very simple wishes. i don't need any material presents. all i need is a bit more of his time... Forever Love Forever Love 我只想用我这一辈子去爱你 从今以后 你会是所有 幸福的理由 |