im confused. caught between him and des.
i never gave promises cos im scared i can't fulfill. but if given another chance, i promise i'll never let you down.
that is if you have a chance.
with des, i don't know what's the problem. if im not feeling so un-wanted half the time, my heart probably wouldn't even be faltering the slightest bit when i saw those words from him. i love des but he doesn't need me as much in his life. i always feel that im replaceable somehow. yes, replaceable.
how do you know i don't wanna see you?
because there's no 'i miss you's or 'i wanna see you's. *sigh* i can't read your mind. how would i know anyway? i can't assume that you miss me also when you don't tell me.
its not that im not trying. i try to keep my days after work free, in the hope you might ask me out. but... you are either too tired or already have plans for yourself. so is this distance for better or for worse?
i can't decide.