we chatted for 2 hour plus on the phone till about 3.30am this morning. heh. there were silence sometimes, but even the sound of silence from the other end of the phone was alluring yet soothing. (unlike someone who used to say: "you got anything to say or not? nothing to say then hang up lah, don't keep holding onto the phone!" kns.)
actually, i guess we both know each other's intentions. from the serious 'i miss you's to the playful 'don't think of me yah?'s. perhaps we just want to take things slowly. and i appreciate that he's taking things a step at a time.
back to the phonecall, i sang a short verse from 'once upon a december' while he asked me what i want to hear him sing. hee. i've always wanted a guy to sing for me 'this i promise you' and mean every single word in the lyrics. he was like 'i can't sing like justin. ha.' i never wanted justin timberlake to sing that for me. take a chance to recognize that this could be yours. no guy has yet sung the full song to me seriously. will he sing it for me? i wonder.
on the other hand, yanbin msged me to ask if i had dinner last night. i couldn't be bothered to reply, honestly. and then he called me up and asked me if i was in my room and that he wanted to borrow the use of my printer. whatever.
im no longer answerable to you anymore from the moment you denied me yours.