for the past month, i had been living in a candy shop with lots of candies of assorted flavours and colours. i was spoilt for choice. but i didn't want to continue in such uncertainties cos it's tiring psychologically. being me, i knew i would eventually pick one who's sweet and nice. and i have done so.
there's a bit of confusion in me though. is everything too fast? should we have waited till a few months later? will his love for me die off like the rest? did he love me for the wrong reason as well like the rest? although he told me he's not one who expresses his love often, he has already told me quite a few times within 2 days. lol. i hope we'll last although we both started on a note of uncertainty about our future. but then, whoever said that if couples started on a certain note, they'll definitely last?? heh.
i have been doing relief teaching for 3 days (including today). yay! although the kids still drive me nuts with their incessant ever-increasing noise level, the pay is enough to compensate me for that little irritation. so im okay with it. hope that more relief teaching assignments will come my way before the holidays for the kids start. =p

i can still remember what i told you before. i told you not to regret when im really gone one day. you didn't understand back then. perhaps, you'll understand now. you thought i couldn't live without you.
but you are so wrong. cos i can live without you. better.