can't sleep again. it's another one of those sleepless nights. pon my science gem lecture as well as my pool training today. told my friend i don't feel well and im not going for lecture. yah, i don't feel well cos i have a heartache. it's just like any of those toothache, stomachache etc. i'll recover in no time.
i have been gasping for air to breathe recently. im serious, meaning i really gotta breathe in deeper just to take in air. cos i used to have an asthma history and still having breathing difficulties there and then.
sometimes i can't help but think: when is my turn? enough of heartbreaks and tears, can't cupid just shoot at the right target (and die die must be a better one) the next time round? but then, cupid is always too eager to shoot his arrows and always OFF-target. bleahz~
gonna get some sleep now and hope that tomorrow will be a better day. =p